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    Lolastar18  35, Female, United Kingdom - 28 entries
03
Apr 2010
1:51 PM EDT
   

SLOW DOWN!

WOW! why are these years going by so quick, My older brother is gonna be a dad, so that makes me an auntie, im gonna be a bridesmade next year, and its easter 2010 already, Im a teenager!! i guess more opertunaties come with growing up. And responsabilities! In highschool, Learning alot! next year im gonna have my options for lessons aka Career options. But, to be honest, im not sure what i want to do! ive always loved animals and loved helping them and caring for them, And since i was little i was certain i wanted to be a vet, but my mind is wandering into new things! two years ago i got into nail art, pampering, styling etc, so i was set to being a beauty therapist, That would be two years in collage. A vet would be eight years, a little in collage and the rest in uni. but recently, ive been thinking about teaching! i havent looked into that much yet... But i might not even have a proper career! who knows, i could be a waitress, or a cleaner in mcdonalds! The only thing is, university is alot of money, of course i would be turning to my parents, my dad said he would pay, but he was shocked when i told him, of course because of the expence! My sister immediatly knew she wanted to be a teacher, or nursery nurse. and now she is a nursery nurse! My brother Wants to be a carpenter, and hes studing for that now! my oldest brother (whom is having the baby!) is a chef! im not sure if he wanted to be, but hes happy with it! I doubt any of my siblings had alot to think about, they set out for what they wanted :/ But all of my family and close friends say im FANTASTIC at art, and i love it! i love painting, drawing, adding my own personal touch to things, decorating, and making everything interesting and wonderful! art is amazing, its� a great stress releaver! My Godmothers tell me not to waste my talents, but im not sure if anyone would be interested in buying my work in the future, Art school would be great! but im just not sure. Ive recently been asked to paint a picture, but im not sure if any money will be included. i highly doubt it. i really need to think about all of those things i want to do! who knows, maybe ill go for all three qualifications, and then go to art school! I just am worried, i mean EIGHT YEARS?! that causes alot of persevrence, And if i cant get into a uni close to home, i would drop out!� i need advice :(
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    marty  68, Male, New York, USA - 6 entries
01
Apr 2010
7:43 AM EDT
   

4/1/10-Rita tells me that her mother or sister will not help out with Katies college education. Because of this we will be sending Kate to Suny Albany(her 2nd choice) behind Penn State. Got a copy of the deed that forced Rita and her mom to sign over the Catherine Ryan house to their hoarding, badgering and bully Joannie(sister-daughter)for no dollars, despite the fact we could use that money now for the kids college.
Proves my point that she is scared of her sister and does not have the backbone to stand up to her sisters demands
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    GirlWithAPen  28, Female, Indiana, USA - 28 entries
01
Apr 2010
2:41 PM EDT
   

Amnesia


Right about now, I'm wishing that I could suffer from a severe case of amnesia, from which I would mostly recover and remember everything, with the exception of him. I'm sorry, but after you breakup with someone, it's not supposed to bring you closer together, right?

A Traumatic Case of Amnesia
(By the way, I know you can't really get amnesia this way.)
Mariah stepped out of the front doors of the tiny Middle School, which she was barred into ever day for eight hours. Suddenly, she staggered under the weight of her Dumbledore's Army shoulder bag and felt a heavy pressure on the millions of thoughts that began to buzz about in her head and then...
nothing. Where was she? Who was she? A couple of her friends ran to her aid as she whirled about in a flurry of confusion. "Who are you?" she asked. The sound of her voice tasted odd on her tongue. "Where am I?" She stared blankly
at them and then shifted her gaze to the row of buses. The school principal strode up to her and questioned,
"Which bus is yours?"
"I have a bus?"

Two weeks later...

Mariah stepped into the familiar surroundings of her school. After a two week recovery, she remembered everything almost twenty times better than she had before it happened. As she made her way through the hallways, he came up to her and exclaimed, "You're back!" Giving the unfamiliar boy a confused look she said, "Umm..right." She dodged through the crowd as he followed her, "Hey! Wait up! I thought that they said you remembered everything!"
"I don't know you stop following me!"
And that was the end of their acquaintance.


But even if I were to suddenly come down with amnesia, I doubt there would be an "end of their acquaintance". In reality, he would be persistent and reacquaint himself with me, whether I would want him to or not... I'm doomed to a life with him at my tail, boyfriend or just friend...D:


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    kiya  34, Female, Canada - 21 entries
31
Mar 2010
6:27 PM EDT
   

never knew

i never knew,
how much a human being could feel,
what feelings he or she could experience,
whether good or bad,
the emotion was worth while feeling.

If God really ever thought of us,
maybe he could have spared us,
spared us from the hurt and suffering
that love can bring.

yes, Love isn't always good,
it can hurt, scare, and destroy someone...
but, I guess he was wise to�add trust in us,
because that's all love needs,
to make sure that it will be a happy, safe, and worry free feeling...

that's a feeling no one should fear to experience...
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    Letiot  62, Male, Massachusetts, USA - First entry!
31
Mar 2010
5:14 PM EDT
   

Creey

people stalk me
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    shootingstar420  30, Female, California, USA - 72 entries
31
Mar 2010
2:01 PM EDT
   

So, I think I'm proud of myself. My ex boyfriend always found a way to get me back wtih his lovey dovey talks, and it always worked. But this time ever since I broke up with him I havent gotten him back. No matter how nice the things he says to me are and no matter if i dont ever get a guy like him in the future im proud of myself cuz i finally walked away. He was an amazing guy, but i want better for myself. I mean as in someone who i can see everyday and with him i rarley saw him in the 6 months we were together. I been texting him even though i know i shouldn't and I have to promise myself that Ima stop. So I make myself this promise. That starting tomorrow I wont text him. Ima have my time off and when i know im over him I will text him and talk to him about how my life is great . Right? I should do that rite?
But it's gonna be hard but i gotta send my mind to it. As long as I make myself happy I will be happy. I'm still young and right now I just wana be single. I wana be able to love myself before I can love someone else with all I got. And well I just realized all this rite now at this exact moment.

It's going to be a challenge but I been thru worst and Im planning to set my mind to it. (: Im doing the right thing right? :)

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    NoDeadenz  22, Male, New York, USA - 84 entries
31
Mar 2010
1:26 PM EDT
   

Computer Love

Again I met� someone online his name is Victor mmm is so good to me. He so wonderful, patient not perfect now he got some shit with him. nothing that I cant handle. What I enjoy about him is� his ability to make me smile, It's weird he left� and I was thinking about him, then he called me. He helped me clean the house,actually he and zay did most of the work.

whitman claims he will be here tomorrow but if were forced to be truthufl I dont really want to see him

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    GirlWithAPen  28, Female, Indiana, USA - 28 entries
30
Mar 2010
3:03 PM EDT
   

English Class

English Class at my school is the ecstasy of chaos, and a good majority of the time, I'm the trigger for the chaos. I admit. I'm a bit of a hypocrite. A bit of an attention-seeker, but I sometimes have relevant thoughts that I can't help but share. In other words, I criticize whoever wrote our worksheets... and the state standards... and the American School System... and on occasion, my classmates. And this is where my hypocritical attitude seems to pop out to my classmates. I point out one of their mistakes (bluntly) and then they decide that the next time that I make a mistake, it's appropriate to point it out (rudely). I get lots of groans from the other chillens, every time I open my mouth. And sometimes, it's just word vomit that I'm spewing into everyone's ears. A random thought I that is *somewhat* in relation to whatever it iswe're discussing that I just can't stop. I occasionally do wish that I knew how to just shut my big fat mouth and sit there like everyone else, but when I do, I feel a little bit like a clone... or a chess piece. Not identical, but still not much different, moving to where ever my owner moves me, even if I'm put in danger by their decisions. Still... I'm starting to think that my diarrhea of� the mouth is getting out of hand. I'm going to try... *try* to swallow some self-control supplements and keep the passageway shut until I get home and can let the word vomit happen here. On this computer. Ugh. If only it were as easy as it sounded. Here's today situation (in play form)-


������������ ENGLISH CLASS- 3/30/10 (Haha: 30/3= 10)
(SCENE 1: the class is playing a board race. They are
reviewing capitalization. MARIAH scowls at the stupidity of
a teach telling them to take their time on their work and
then doing board *races* with them.)

MARIAH: He forgot a period. It shouldn't count.
AUSTIN 1: Oh my gosh, Mariah!
MARIAH: She said it had to be *correct* with *correct*
capitalization. I assume she meant punctuation.
ACCUSED (sorry, I forgot who it was): Nu-uh!
PERSON RACING AGAINST ACCUSED: Yu-hu!
(CLASS breaks out into random chatter about how idiotic
MARIAH can be)
MRS. JONES: You're right, it doesn't count.

(SCENE 2: MARIAH it is MARIAH's turn. She looks at the paper
with the sentence being copied and writes as she looks on.)
AUSTIN: (pointing out the obvious) She's writing and looking
at it at the same time!
JAMESON: Take your time, you've got time.
ALEX: I tried to do that, but I lost. (His handwriting was
illegible.)
(MRS. JONES starts talking with MRS. DANIEL quietly. MARIAH
finishes her sentence and tries to get MRS. JONES' attention
to verify her victory)
MRS. JONES: (finally looking over) You forgot the question
mark. (There had yet to have been a sentence that was a
question, and MARIAH had been caught off guard. CLASS breaks
out into chatter.)
MRS. JONES: And that was a Mariah thing! If you had been
sitting there you would have pointed it out! Taylor wins.
(CLASS agrees)
MARIAH: Yes, I'm human! I make mistakes!

NARRATOR (MARIAH in a cunning disguise): Although, MRS.
JONES always disagrees with MARIAH, the CLASS doesn't always
disagree.

(SCENE 0: [Because MARIAH was too lazy to change the order]
of the two scenes. The CLASS is grading their homework from
last night.[This too is over capitalization.] PERSON
ANSWERING THE QUESTION is listing the words in the sentence
that are supposed to be capitalized.)

PERSON ANSWERING THE QUESTION (may we remember them next
time D;): The, Henderson, High, School, Band, Patton Park.
MRS. JONES: (shaking her head) I agree with all of that
except for "band".
JAMESON: Wait, what?
MARIAH: It's being specific. It said "the *Henderson* High
School band", not "the high school band". You said that
things that were specified had to be capitalized.
(Random CLASS members break out in agreement.)
MRS. JONES:(glossing things over so that she'll look good)
No, I said that applied when talking about the school, I
never said anything about the band.
(CLASS groans because most of them got it wrong.)

NARRATOR: (MARIAH in a cunning disguise.): So there you have
it. The tale of the immature student English teacher and the
class disruption, who still gets straight A+'s in English
and writes like no other.

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    shootingstar420  30, Female, California, USA - 72 entries
27
Mar 2010
5:56 PM EDT
   


My boyfriend and I broke up yesterday, and wow today I been fighting with myself so much to not talk to him. I just want to call him up and be like baby im sorry, i want you back. Im sorry for breaking up with you i dont care of the distance I need you soo bad ): ! But then i stop myself because I know I want someone better for myself. I couldnt deal with the distance anymore /:! It hurts to accept it but I had to.. I just had too.. I was with him for 6 wonderful months. He was the best boyfriend I've ever had and thats why it's so hard to move on. Maybe in time things would get better? I just feel so lonley rite now.. I want him but I cant have him anymore.. I gotta move on no matter how hard it hurts. Man/: !

I'm really not the type to be acting like this over a guy, but he has some great power over me.. and well now its no WE. It cant ever be again /: Sad, but its reality..
Ugh..

Well besides that I been good actually.. I dnt really feel like talking.. soo idk ? I'll write on yuu some other time /: ...
Karyna </33
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    cupcake5999  22, Female, Canada - 4 entries
27
Mar 2010
1:14 PM EDT
   

Kelly is coming over today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




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